NG JU YIN

SPYKIDS

2011-08-20T07:50:00.000-07:00

Went to Gurney Plaza this evening..
While waiting for Kheng's gf we decided to watch SPYKIDS.
After getting our admission tickets, we are given this!!!!

TADA!!!!! Any idea wat's this?

It's an Aromascope card. Kind of new to us!!!!
This is how it works!
When the movie shows the number on screen, audience will need to rub the corresponding number on their card. Then, the audience can smell the scents associated with the scene.

Well, i only can smell the scent of bubble gum from the 1st to the last one.
Hahaha!

BACK TO THE MOVIE:
Obviously it's a movie for kids.
Ridiculous scene, exaggerated story line~
But still,
I'm having fun sitting inside cinema enjoying, recalling the naiveness of being a kid~

ELECTRA KIY

2011-03-18T08:49:00.000-07:00

天赋与努力 WORKING HARD vs HARDLY WORKING

2011-02-20T07:37:00.000-08:00

有些人与生俱来就有一双弹得好钢琴的手, 有些人不管再怎么努力就是弹不好一首简单的歌.

I wasn’t gifted in playing any musical instrument. Especially Piano!

Do you ever believe, I cant even do any solo pieces in front of anyone! After learning for 6 years, financial and time restriction forces me to give up it. But how luck m I. I still have my piano exhibiting in my dining room!

AND NOW! I’M GOING TO CHALLENGE THIS DURING MY SEM BREAK

AFTER

THIS!!! =)

I’ll upload it in my blogspot! STAY TUNED~ =)

The Moment after New Year End!

2011-02-18T22:06:00.001-08:00

马年运行如何? 一向不迷信的我不曾探讨过这个问题~

不过这几天接二连三的不幸事件,不仅让我想大喊 TMD!今年是否犯太岁啊~

例案一: 吹风筒不见了!

例案二: 我最爱的衣服被偷!

例案三: 忘记自己presentation的时间!

例案四: 被教授赶出课堂!

例案五: 新买的包包突然坏掉~

例案六: 发现一些自己接受不到的事实!!!

哭!!!!!

预知详情请拨热线电话~ ………………..

The Moment Before New Year End

2011-02-07T04:34:00.000-08:00

SHORT UPDATE

The moment before new year end. I'd did few of things.
1)got new pressies from her man.
2)went Libra Star Cruise
3)get herself a new look
4) acc her granny as much as she can=)

Guess lady purse

Lewre's bag

before

after

Nothing special in the cruise. Entertainments available include bar, golf, gym, ping pong, run track, KTV, swimming pool, jacuzzi and finally CASINO. With RM150 per person you will get urself free accommodation in the cheapest cabin, dinner and breakfast.

Didn't meet my babes within this whole hols. Sry that i dunno how to explain to them. I'd got a v bad news from my mom. I know i have to accept it.I do need some time.I believe time can make me stronger.=)

I love you grandma <3

Specially Dedicated to Someone

2011-01-26T17:48:00.000-08:00

Thanks for being with me this few days!

Sincerely, i appreciate your hard work!

Hope that you could understand the situation n reconsider what's the best way for us!

U are the second one that i truly appreciate!

=)

a million thanks to you!

my recent life

2011-01-17T19:30:00.000-08:00

I'D been doing nothing recently~

wake up---> play iphone----> bath ---> open my lappie----> skipped class --->PPS

y m i so lazy recently??
the only ans i discovered is : festive season is approaching!!! =D

WATER-LESS!

2011-01-15T19:16:00.000-08:00

water is a molecules substances that contains one oxygen and two hydrogen atoms connected by covalent bonds.

It's signification to human and others lifeforms.

CAN U IMAGINE HOW CAN I SURVIVE WITHOUT WATER FOR 4 CONTINUOUS DAY?!!!!!!

ARG!!!!!!!!

I NEED WATER!!!

TMD UKM!!!! UNIVERSITI KEBANGSAAN MALAYSIA BUKAN UNIVERSITI KURANG MANDI OKAY!!!!!
@#$%^&*(&@~!@#$%^(&^%$#@!!@#$%^*()(~!@#$%^&

SHoPaHolic ME!!!!

2011-01-13T09:08:00.000-08:00

CHINESE NEW YEAR IS JUST AROUND THE CORNER!!

WENT SUNGEI WANG with my man today for new closet!

Guess what!! I'd spend almost quarter of my PTPTN "LEFTOVER" on them!!!!

OMG!!! I shouldn't be so spendthrift!!!! regret-"ING"

GOTTA HAVE A BRAND NEW LOOK DURING CNY~ CHECK IT OUT BABES!!!!

my plunder: 4 pants, 8 blouses 1 dress, 2 belts

5 inches high heels!!! i can start modelling now~ WOOHOO!!!! *think too much*

a MUST to prepare the next backpack station: phuket, taiwan n vietnam!

i m not advertising, i'm just sharing! XD!!!!
MCD sundae cone CHOC n TWIN TWISTER is back!!!!
just found out this today!!! It's now RM1.30...
I miss the choc!!! yummy!!!

all times favourite--- jack oonXD

*you might not be handsome, rich NOR fit...but you r still my precious 1!!! I <3 U.... xD*

Kota Kinabalu 09-12/01/2011

2011-01-09T21:50:00.000-08:00

With Air Asia, now everyone can fly!!! Few months ago, my man who is a supreme travel's lover, booked 2 tickets to Kota Kinabalu. Thus, i'd landed my very first time thr!

In an overview, Seafood in Kk is madly fresh, the city ain't as crude as what i think, it's like a mini Kay Elle! Sabahkian r absolutely polite, nice n friendly! Here are some little useful Tips. Before u buy anythg (tour package, souvenirs, etc...) try to let them noe u r local whether directly or indirectly! Discount are available!!!

On LRT transfering to KL sentral with my POOH

Bus transfer from KL sentral to LCCT RM8/person

Boarding time

our plane

POOH on air asia:)

ready to fly

departed

collecting useful info

imperial international hotel... nice mid range budget hotel

lobby

KING SIZE~ woot woot!!!

plasma~

toilet without bath tub!!! but still acceptable!!!

ONE of the most BUSTLING area at nightwe didn't rent the car as what we planned! Our hotel is strategically located.... everythg is in a walking distance... We took our very first lunch in a forest titled restaurant--- the rainforest cafe... Initially we wanted to try somethg "local" bt after sweating like turtle searching for LOCAL food, v finally gave up!!! The food is quite nice... we ordered two seafood main course, 2 seafood based side dishes an a seafood corn soup... EVERYTHING IS ABOUT SEAFOOD!!!!!!!!!!

RESEARCH AFTER LUNCH~ pooh's helping us XD
He's always the GPS~

THE PHILIPPINES WET MARKET
ONCE AGAIN~ seafood's everywhr~ i guess i have phobia with it now!
vegetables~
my favourite tiger prawn!!!

I was told, Sabah has got its cultural revolution wif Philippines. Some Sabahkian speak BAJAU.. it's fun to b here... U will enjoy urself guessing of their race... when u saw someone in brown, u wont noe what they r? they might b Philippines, they might be Malay, they might be bumiputra..

POOH Says good night to everyone~ XD

DAY 2- THE SNORKELING DAY

After bargaining with one of the agent, v finally bought a snorkeling package to TUNKU ABDUL RAHMAN PARK(Pulau Sapi, Pulau Manukan and Pulau Mamutik). The sea do impressed me but not the coral, i forgot to buy a underwater casing for my IXUS 130, so no picta~ >.<

If u fail to prepare, you prepare to fail~ Coral Coral I'm coming
the blogger

Get the chance to do a parasailing for double thr.. Woot Woot!!! It’s like flying…

I didn't mean to post~ was searching for handsome guy indeed~ XD

We went for blogger's recommendation BAH KUT TEH in Sabah! nothing special for me~

DAY 3- CITY WALK
We plan to get the water rafting package from the same agency, as they offered us with a very nice price ~ But when we noe that, we hav to take 3 hours to arrive to the destination, and there is only 1.5 hours for us to do our rafting, after dat, we hav to take 3 hours bus to go back to the hotel, we decide not to go. It's toooooo tiring!!! So, we did some shopping n siar-siar kat JALAN GAYA.

MILIMEWA one of the famous hyper market in Sabah
Candle light dinner with my man~ X)

Salmon
oyster with cheese
fish n chips
Italian Cafe - Lasconi

DAY 4 -TIME TO SAY BYE BYE ='(

I was to sad. Not much pic taken....

As a conclusion,

You don't have to b rich to secure yourself a chance to travel, what you need are
A) research
B) strategy planning
C) timing

when these constraints fulfilled, ur wish is granted!!

Malacca

2010-12-27T01:03:00.000-08:00

As a UKMers when others are having their study hols, u will c us having exam…
While your peers from diff varsity are having exam, u will c us having hols….
Well, currently all my friends are having hols, UNFORTUNATELY I had started my class!!!!

*iuch* hate dat!!!
Although time can nvr satisfy my will to travel,As a Backpack aficionado this is not daunting!!!!

MALACCA!!!

A HISTORICAL CITY!!!!

the main reason v were thr!!! SATAY CELUP! It's a typical malaccan food as wat we called satay sauce steamboat! 8 ppl, v manage to digest 172 sticks!!!

Restaurant Ban Lee Siang! The best satay celup as recommended by bloggers.

okay this is what i want to introduce to those who never tried before.... Nadeje's MILLE CREPE
The name Mille Crepe is given because the cake resemble a “thousand” layers of crepe stacked together. And depending of the flavor, there are cream in between each of those layers.

Cendol Malacca... not bad in taste, but as a penangnite... i still prefer penang's cendol

the cousin

Nonya pineapple tart~ =)

THE BLOGGER

SINGAPORE

2010-11-21T18:55:00.000-08:00

刚刚从新加坡回来～
以下是本人所得到的结论：
1）很多人都说新加坡的东西还蛮便宜的，其实是名牌便宜例如LV, CHANEL, BURBERRY .....
2)新加坡的食物，饮料都还好但是一说到入门票就“脸青”。这几天，最伤的就是花在如门票上了。
3）马来西亚的德士千万别乱上～新加坡的你可以随便乱上因为他们都是以表计算。

Just came back from Singapore. It's a unexpected trip~ I doesn't really plan to there. Well, as it's my man's birthday n he request to over it in S'pore. So in short, i'm there.
After having a few days tour around the small country i'd make so conclusion as on top. If you want a vacation, you can spend with option! The 1st thing is to make sure wat's ur purpose for this holiday!

OFFICALLY DECLARED DAT~~ I'M BROKE!!!!

Fried Hokkien Mee~

Sentosa ^^ Our friend went into Casino~ Too bad i'm underage n not allowed to enter. I did try to queqe to enter. But d security stopped me n jot my name~T.T... I think i'm blacklisted!! HAHA!

MERLION @ SENTOSA

3 IN 1 TICKET to bird park, night safari and zoo. $58! Well, if those who r interested in i would recommend u to take only zoo n night safari. Nothing special in bird park~

obviously it's at night safari. It's located beside Singapore Zoo.

Went up to Singapore flyers $29.50 for half and hours which mean one single round. The view is nice. It's nominate as the biggest flyers in the world. There is a package to take dinner inside d cabinet. and it cost $238 per couple!!!

try to look at the building behind. Yeap there is a ship alike balcony on top! it's called skypark $20 per person to get up there. It's my next visit location! Singapore i'll b back!

Met sharon as our tour guide bringging us to GEYLANG to find pros!! woohoo!! nice experience! thx sharon n nicholes for everything =)

bugis~ nice place to shop!

NEW LOOK

2010-10-06T23:09:00.001-07:00

Cut my hair~ change my spec~

ACTING CUTE IN ORDER TO MAKE ME LOOK YOUNGER`~~~ HAHAHAHA!!!

31082010

2010-08-31T00:14:00.000-07:00

YOU NOE~

I HATE THE FEELING OF SITTING BESIDE U

WATCHING U PLAYING DOTA

N CRAVING LIKE HELL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

DURIANSssssssssSSsssssssSSssssss

2010-08-28T22:25:00.000-07:00

Went SS2 durian's buffet with Mr. Jack~
It costs only for rm15 per person.....
i Swear~ i will not touch durian for this coming 3 month!!

明天会更好

2010-08-27T03:57:00.000-07:00

Facebook 的存在让我渐渐觉得~
这世界其实是环环相扣的~
它就像涟漪般~
一波一波的联系着大家~

偶尔~当你把一句有意义的话~
或一个短短的影片传上时~
不知不觉就会在FB 上"满天飞"~

今天~
我看到了它~
魔法般的~我听了他

明天会更好~
听了后~心中有着莫名的感动~

(女)轻轻敲醒沉睡的心灵慢慢张开你的眼睛
(男)看看忙碌的世界是否依然孤独的转个不停
(女)春风不解风情吹动少年的心
(女)让昨日脸上的泪痕随记忆风干了
(女)抬头寻找天空的翅膀侯鸟出现它的印记
(男)带来远处的饥荒无情的战火依然存在的消息
(女)玉山白雪飘零燃烧少年的心
(女)使真情溶化成音符
(合)倾诉遥远的祝福
(女)唱出你的热情伸出你的双手让我拥抱着你的梦
(女)让我拥有你真心的面孔
(男)让我们的笑容充满着青春的骄傲
(男)为明天献出虔诚的祈祷
(女)谁能不顾自己的家园抛开记忆中的童年
(女)谁能忍心看那昨日的忧愁带走我们的笑容
(男)青春不解红尘胭脂沾染了灰
(女)让久违不见的泪水滋润了你的面容
(合)唱出你的热情伸出你的双手让我拥抱着你的梦
(合)让我拥有你真心的面孔
(合)让我们的笑容充满着青春的骄傲
(合)为明天献出虔诚的祈祷
(女)轻轻敲醒沉睡的心灵慢慢张开你的眼睛
(女)看看忙碌的世界是否依然孤独的转个不停
(女)日出唤醒清晨大地光彩重生
(女)让和风拂出的影像谱成生命的乐章
(合)让我们期待明天会更好
(女)唱出你的热情伸出你双手让我拥抱着你的梦
(男)拥抱着你的梦
(女)让我拥有你真心的面孔
(男)让我拥有你真心的面孔
(女)让我们的笑容充满着青春的骄傲
(男)青春的骄傲
(女)让我们期待明天会更好
(男)唱出你的热情伸出你双手让我拥抱着你的梦
(男)让我拥有你真心的面孔
(女)你真心的面孔
(男)让我们的笑容充满着青春的骄傲
(女)青春的骄傲
(合)让我们期待明天会更好

它令我再次打开心中的那伞窗~
明天会更好~
不管遇到什么挫折~
不忘初心~
这很重要~

P/S: 死不代表一切~ 它只会让你所造的业不断累积~ 朋友们!要惜福~ 好好珍惜自己~ 你身变还有很多爱你的人~

$$$

2010-08-11T00:51:00.000-07:00

THE STORY OF An EXTRODINARY GIRL who wants to be ordinary BEGINSSSSS...

SHE had been agonized for $$$ for few months since after SHE enter UNI....

although thr r ways for her to ask for money, she refuse!!!!

what a silly girl...

life in here is not easy~ things r not as cheap as what she thinks initially,

they even sell her fav ROCKY with rm2.30 here!!!

"WTH.. it's only rm1.70 in penang , rm2.00 in petronas "

so she applied PTPTN n JPA scholarships...

finally, finally n finally!!!! she got her PTPTN APPROVAL LETTER yesterday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

NG JU YIN IS GOING TO CELEBRATE TILL SHE DROPS!!!!!!!

woohoo......thx god!!!!!

ok, ok, ok.... cool down cool down~~~~~~

she has her own plan...

here they r.....

1/2 keep in bank for fees n living cost

1/4 keep in bank as fixed deposit

last but not least

SHE IS GOING TO GET A QUARTER TO FULFILL HER MATERIALISM !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WOOHOO!!!!!

guess what she's going to buy????

nono!!! it's not her style

a shuemura sets of cosmectic???? think too much~ she doesn't like to make up

TADA!!!! THIS IS WAT SHE WANTS......

A CANON DSLR and a 50mm f1.8II LENS.... A DSLR SHE HAD BEEN DREAMING FOR SINCE IT LAUNCH!!!

AS HER darling is going to bring her to kotakinabalu n phuket again~ =)

how blissful she is now.....

This extraordinary aka abnormal girl is trying her best way to b ordinary aka normal~

can she?????

oh ya~ another doubtful q is.... will her stinginess allow her to withdraw dat much money at the same time??????????

==''

A TRIP WITH BORIA KIY

2010-08-09T00:07:00.000-07:00

BORIA is a type of performing art whch is very very very well-known in Penang...
AS a penangnite~ seriously, i don't noe anything about boria except da name of it...

FACT--- I JOINED BORIA dance IN college~
nah~ v did compete among college yesterday

PROCESS--- as a boria dancer... we were called to practice everyday night from 9 to N/A... the worst training i'd been undergo was from 8.30pm to 3.00am in the morning...
well, i was the only chinese in this dance... there is another chinese in d dance group by the name of "Ada"... Bt we were both placed in different dance... now i realise how terrible my malay is~ argg... it's abit hard for me to communicate with them using malay...bt i feel better after few dayz.... it proves "practice makes perfect"

DURING D COMPETITION--- i were asked to wear tudung for the sake of molding~ it's my very first tried... initially i feel joyful as it's fun to act like a malay...
when i finish styling myself... i got this "amboi budak ni, macam melayu la... tapi jangan cakap tau~ ". Haha...

SERIOUSLY I LOOK LIKE A GHOST WITH THIS SUPER THICK MAKEUP...
they'd used 5 min to apply foundation

MALAY ME~

OUTCOME--- EGG!!! v lose!!!!

AFTER few weeks of tiring prac.... i finally can get a good sleep....although we din win... bt i do gained alot.... i noe better about malay's culture now... i guess this my boost my future.. hopefully

茹瑩很忙

2010-08-01T22:55:00.000-07:00

嗚啦啦啦車生笛隨著奔騰的馬蹄黃茹瑩吹著口琴夕陽下美了剪影
我部落格寫日記介紹大學風景接下來換介紹我自己

我雖然是個學生在學校不止讀書為什麼愛參活動因為活動益身體
很多人不愛活動囂張都靠學歷
沒有學歷就縮成空瓶

不用麻煩了不用麻煩了不用麻煩不用麻煩了不用麻煩了
你們一起上我在趕時間每天讀書教授都累了學生也累了
不用麻煩了不用麻煩了副歌不長你們有幾個一起上好了
課本呼喚我活動需要我茹瑩很忙的

很忙!!!!

WISH LIST

2010-07-23T01:22:00.000-07:00

IF i hv a wish list i will fill up with

A BRAND NEW TOSHIBA LAPTOP
A CANON DSLR
A CAR
A HEALTHY FAMILY
.........................

LAST BUT NOT LEAST

ESCAPE FROM UKM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My course, My Fac, My Com

2010-07-22T20:43:00.000-07:00

Students in UKM will normally b differentiate through either faculty or college...
Faculty is the place we study while college is our hostel.As a econ student, i m allocated at Faculty of Economic and Business. As a 1st year student who is compulsory to stay in com(college) i m placed in the highest part of UKM - College Ibrahim Yaakub(KIY). I will b in a dilemma condition if i were ask "DO YOU LIKE YOUR COLLEGE?"
Here are the interpretation:
Pros of staying in KIY - i like the tranquility, it's cool,Commate r nice
Cons of staying here- monkey's attack, i hv to climb a super duper incline path everyday to attend lecture, walk at least 100 flight of steps to buy my lunch.

2 be a degree holder in ECON we have to fulfill 120 credit hours within 3 years 8 semester... This semester I'm taking 20 credit hours. Macroeconomics(3ch), Mathematics(3ch), Business Management(3ch), Titas(3ch), Issues-Issues of Economics(3ch),Computer Application(3ch), extra-curricular(2ch). Each credit hour represents the hour of lesson we have to attend within 1 week.

TADA!!! that's my schedule~

I'd face PROBLEMSSSSSSSSSSS during my lecture n tutorial. Bt i'd manage to settle them wisely with the help of seniors and friend.How grateful to have them! The biggest problem i am facing rite now is that i have BIG BIG BIG BIG BIG problem using my BAHASA MALAYSIA to communicate. oMIgosh~ i dunno how to settle it!! Hopefully by times goes by... it improveS itself... AMITABHA then... hahaha!!
On the other hands, i feel that my English Level's is deteriorating.. Aiz~ What's the point study so hard and get good result in STPM... AIZ... it's time for me to sleep now... good nite world~

Survival in UKM

2010-07-21T22:19:00.000-07:00

Well... well... well... guess wat?
i'm in UKM.... YEAP UNIVERSITI KEBANGSAAN MALAYSIA...NATIONAL UNIVERSITY OF MALAYA... many of them think that.. "wow juyin is brilliant. she cant get herself into local u" "UKM is a good uni... at least it's in top 3" bla bla
bla....
I DONT THINK SO!!! with a cgpa of 3.67... i'd meet alot of friends with a cgpa of 3.92,4.0. AND YET, it's normal for those chinese here with a cgpa of 3.5 and above(in art stream) etc

well, it's my 3rd week here... i'd undergo a very trandition, unique, tidious, hectic MMP (minggu mesra pelajar) a.k.a orientation... it's hard to descripe what v'd did n how v'd suffer within that week... well, i don't wanna write it out since i'm so scare to be caught with the AKTA HASUT bla bla bla... bt i did enjoy in malam kebudayaan....
U couldn't believe it... N i hardly believe it too...I DANCE!!!! yeap!!!! i can rilli dance... i joined contemporary dance... well many of them thought i was a dancer in secondary school... i'm so damn surprise...
another thing i'd treasure through this mmp is that... i did enjoy dancing... so! i'm going to hump my ass in UKM!!! WOHOO!!!

I'D to go for class now~ too much story to share here... be right back~~

XD~tada

LANGKAWI 17052010-19052010

2010-06-12T04:43:00.000-07:00

两个月前，在亚航地机票促销时，很幸运的让我家男友抢到了两张来回凌家卫岛的机票！就这样我们以RM96购下了，也就这样开始了我们3天两夜滴背包旅行~

所谓地凌家卫岛就是指Pulau Langkawi~ 这名称也是我去了之后才知道滴~也许是第一次坐飞机去背包旅行所以在去的前夕就做了很多research~ 希望真的能做到有budget的背包旅行~
不过第一次的计划失败了~哈哈哈~原因是因为我们太会用了！也没考虑到入门票这一点~所以比实际预算高出了一倍~
财政预算案（实际用额）
用餐 rm200(rm185.85)
住宿 rm200(rm230)
机票rm100(RM96)
车资rm100(RM180)
购物rm50(rm173)
入门票rm0(rm101)__
总数 rm650(rm965.85)

车子
到达LKW的第一天，一下机，拿到了地图，我就连忙survey机场出租的车架。一拿到价钱后，似乎比网上所拿到的还高出一倍~ 1辆saga一天要rm80.. 最后在我老姐的帮忙下我们已rm120/24个小时的价钱成功的租了一辆wira。^^

住宿（HOTEL GRAND CONTINENTAL）
由于这一次是我头一次自己出去玩,之前也做主了准备功夫那就是在网上不停的乱逛。结果一不小心就找到了超级廉价3星级饭店促销。拜www.airasiago.com 所赐我们就以rm230定下了3天两夜的住宿+早餐。

景点
这一次的勇闯,我们靠的就只有一张地图和一粒手机。在机场等着出租车来的当儿，我们就把地图研究一番，再以小妹我在网上查到的资料将想去的地方画了出来然后再规划。景点的第区，大多都很恨集中所以我们将它们分为东部和西部。第一天，我们把所有东部都走透了。。。
（animal farm, blacksand beach, eagle bay)

第二天，我们到了西部游玩。。。
(underwater world,crocodile farm,cable car, pantai cenang beach)

第三天
(-)

背包之旅第一站，凌家卫岛就此结束
预告下一站将会是泰国的普吉岛~希望不会被血洗~哈哈哈！PHUKET I M COMING

由于网络问题照片较慢上载~ >.<

my application status

2010-05-03T02:33:00.000-07:00

Dear Ng Ju Yin,

We have carefully considered your application vis-a-vis applications from all other eligible applicants. Regrettably, however, I have to inform you that your application has not been successful. I hope that you would appreciate the fact that admission to our undergraduate courses is highly selective in view of the large number of applications we receive, and the limited places that we can offer to international students. I appreciate the time and effort you have put in to submit your application and I thank you for your interest in our University. I would also like to take this opportunity to wish you every success in your pursuit for higher education.

Dr Lalit Goel,
PhDDean of Admissions
Nanyang Technological University

這已是第二封了！
是有點失落，有點難受！
用了四天的工作時間來平復
自己的心情~
可是儅我回到空虛日子時~
又好像有點不是很有效~
>.<
不過我相信我會回來的~
我只需要一點時間~

他与它

2010-03-28T01:29:00.000-07:00

在于父母极力争取之下。。。
我来到了这里。。。。
短短的这两个星期内我觉得自己又踏出了另一步。。。
我又为我的生活填上了一道颜色。。。

现在我终于明白为什么有些人可以不择手段只为了得到“它”。。。
原来“它”是那么的神通广大。。。
一声号令，上至“天堂”下至“地狱”，它能让拥有“它”的人呼风唤雨。。。
表面看起来是事实的东西，只要以“它”的一声号令
黑都能变白。。。
连新闻都有办法垄断。。。
厉害到。。。

看到“他”的付出
身为华人公民的我们应该要支持“他”；
“他”
敢怒敢言、不屈服于恶势力、不畏惧权利、不轻易被金钱收买。。
是个无惧无畏的好领袖。。。

这是一场战。。。
一场生死之战。。。
胜利者可以统领天下，
失败者就得打包回家，
所牵连的是我们不能想象的。。。

现在终于明白为什么男的大多都肥肥胖胖～
女的大多都喵喵条条～
原来真的可以那么好赚。。。
餐餐大鱼大肉，吃肥了到london weight management走一轮。
一个签名还可换来一辆“fair lady！！
厉害到。。。

原来政治真的很黑暗。。。
希望马华的中央代表们谨慎的把手中的那一票投出去。。
这2400票代表着的是全马来西亚600万人民的决定。。
不要只为自己的利益而让一位好领袖夭折。。。
赢了党选输了大选有何必？？

21.02.2010

2010-02-21T07:55:00.000-08:00

好久好久没写了。。。

考完试后就立刻继续接了工作。。。

过着机械人般的生活。。。

睡觉，工作，上网已成了我每天的历程。。。

这份工作虽然能让我在短期之内赚很多钱。。。

但真的很累，一天超过12个小时的工作时间真的不简单。。。

还得站着，脚子头几乎都起满了茧。。。

不過工作内容還真的蠻簡單，只需要祟服客人帮我买相机。。。哈哈哈！

但是一个月里30天，最高纪录我只做12天。。。

所以口袋到现在还是薄薄的。。。

谁叫我是个超不会理财的人。。。

哈哈哈！

成绩下星期就出了，原先的许多计划还在考虑实不实行。。。

这都拜马来西亚政府的政策所赐。。。

历年来，成绩都是3月份出的。。。

今年不懂搞么鬼！ Malaysia… You banyak boleh!

我们又吵了。。。似乎比以前更严重。。。

是我不够成熟。。。

找到了个最爱我的人。。。

我却想要个只爱我的人。。。

他有很多我不能接受的想法。。。

我知道他不会是哪个只爱我的人。。。

因为我们的理念都不一样。。。

不论能不能撑到最后。。。

我会珍惜现在的每一分每一秒。。。

这么一天

2010-01-18T06:07:00.000-08:00

3.00pm
陪同了馬來西亞佛光山檳城當家妙森法師到了案發現場慰問家屬。。。
看著兩戶父母淚光閃閃的坐在臨時帳篷裏，望著一望無際的海洋盼望孩子的歸來。。。
是辛酸。。。
在現場的人都知道孩子们极可能凶多吉少，但又要如何告诉家属呢？
惟有期待奇迹的到来。。。

3.30pm
半个小时，在不知不觉中过了。。。
看着无情的海洋，救护人员仍让马不停蹄的在附近周转。。。
师父则不停的在诵经。。。

我却只能站在一旁什么也做不了。。。
是茫然。。。

突然，几部国产车在警官的开路下驶了进来。。。
看见政治友族同胞面带笑容很似潇洒的下了车进入了帐篷内“慰问”家属。。。
心中感觉非常讽刺。。。

3.45pm
我们跟随着师父离开。。。前往白云山。。。

4.00pm
到达了白云山。。。惊讶的，我看见了前首长许子根博士，也上了香于罹难者Jason庄纬翔。。。虽然与他素未谋面，却没想到第一次与他见面却是在这种场合，对于这位未来领袖的离去还是抵不了心中的难受。。。看了Jason的容貌，很安详，愿他安登极乐世界。。。看着师父与师姐在安慰罹难者母亲，此时的我感触良多。。。那场面至此我仍历历在目。。。

4.30pm

我们离开了现场。。。

人生原来可以这么的短，短的让人不知所措。。。包括父母，友人，家人，身边所有的人随时都可能静悄悄的离开我们。。。愿大家，惜福。。。珍惜身边的每个人。。。

阿弥陀佛！回响于罹难者们。。。

26.11.2009

2009-11-26T04:06:00.000-08:00

心在滴血
痛~
仿佛是从天堂掉入地狱

怎么会这样？
我反复问我自己
不该去介意吗？
词穷了，我答不出
我只知道
我眼泪不停的流
不停的流
流了好久好久
停不了

我现只想做乌龟
把自己框在壳里
什么都不去想
不去看
不去听
就让我活在自己的世界里吧

我没有勇气了
我没有毅力了
累了卷了
我该做回自己了

无畏抱怨

2009-11-13T08:02:00.000-08:00

在这日新月异的社会里，
如果未能跟随时代的脚步很容易被社会淘汰。。。

读书高不高与现实是两回事。。。
一个读书高的人所说的东西不一定正确！
反之，一个读书不高的人所说的东西不一定完全是错的！

一件事情的成功与否除了天时，地利，人和的因素外还有很多因素是需要考虑的。。。
上天赐给我们一张嘴巴，两个耳朵就是要我们少说“话”，多听“话”。。。
别因为身份不同就忽略他人的意见。。。

请不要为了让自己在社会上有立足之地，不惜一切“打肿面子装胖子”。。。
撑不下去最后受伤的是自己！

“意见”这名词顾名思义是为了能让大众从不同角度去解剖一件事情。。。
不听从他人意见也不必对他人进行攻击！

请在为他人的意见下定论前进行自我检讨及慎重考虑自己认为“错误意见”的可能性！

（p/s:我虽然小但我也有我的立场！要做就请少说话多做事！也请别对没能力的人灌输无畏的观念。。。天下没有白吃的午餐！）

08.11.2009

2009-11-08T00:51:00.000-08:00

time are just like air...
seems meaningless to the productivity of the country...
couldn't even fulfill the materialism of human nature...
but, unfortunately, it's the most important things in our life...

try to pay some attention on your clock...

tik, tok, tik, tok....

tis is how it yell to the world bout its existance...
dim in sound yet powerful in fact....

well, 14 days to go before i have to sit for my so called " the most important examination in my life"....
m i in a mode of "well prepared??"
..........................................................

hahaha~
perhaps, my result will show my effort~
just wait~

once again, i'd graduated from my form 6 pre-tertiary education...
time really doesnt wait for those who r slow~
as a conclusion for my education in year 2009...
m really appreciate those i meet in form 6...
especially my teachers...
courages, emphathetic, dedication... i call feel it from them...
although converting into art stream had made me get futher with my secondary peers...
but i'd also meet alot of friends in school...
the real friend, those who r fake in personalities, the rich 1, the smart 1, the insane 1......................etc.
sincerely feel indebted with your existance for changing into a pre-women... hahah =.=
remobilized my blog which i'd upload quite a number of months ago~
was quite impressed by my childish behaviour.... heheheh~
*hopefully* Form 6 had made me grown bigger in manner....

Form 6 life is just like a bird cage....
in order to fulfill the satisfication of being a NORMAL STUDENT...
I'd stop getting lot's of fun compare to last time
EVEN STOP DATING WITH MY PRECIOUS 1!!! (HAHAHAH~ CREEPING)

2009 is going to end in just a few more weeks....
fellow friend n pedestrian.... do enjoy as much as u can!!!!!!!!!
*wee~*

well it's just a blog to help me to distress by recalling F6 life... haha....
good luck to all those who read this blog~

thx for passing by~

sharing

2009-11-05T01:13:00.000-08:00

jz received a meaningful forward mail from mei...

hope u can treasured it....

[ 菜根譚 ]: 徑路窄處, 留一步予人行; 滋味濃的, 減三分讓人嘗; 此是涉世一級安樂法!

祝福您與家人: [ 家和萬事興; 吉祥又如意! ]

記住 anger ( 發怒 ) 與 danger ( 危險) 只差一個字

別看少這一個字它會影響我們這份職業、甚至人際關係

正所謂「禍從口出…」

專家講: 「人，面對外人時，

總是可以表現得雍容大肚、心平氣和，

但面對自己最親近的家人，卻往往一點小事就足以皺起眉頭，甚至出言相傷。」

正如你永遠只對你最愛、最親的人生氣你會對住你上司、老板生氣嗎 ? 如果形容人類是一種「出門高E.Q ，回家低E.Q 」的動物，

我想一點兒也不誇張，

多拿出一點耐心與包容給家人吧！

否則您自己也不會快樂，不是嗎？

曾在報上看過英文中的stressed （壓力），與 desserts （甜點）兩字，

有很微妙的相關。是什麼相關呢？

仔細一瞧，好像沒什麼關係嘛！

可是，再看一下，咦，

stressed 這個字從後面倒過來拼寫，不就是 desserts 嗎？

所以，「Stressed is just desserts if you can reverse. 」（壓力就是甜點，只要你能逆向觀看。）

哈，這真是有趣的妙論呀！

人生之中，有許多「壓力、挫折」，

但只要轉個念、換個角度看，

它也就是我們生命中的「甜點」呀！

此外，也有人說：「人生就像一碗飯，一半是甜的，一半是苦的，

你不知道會先吃到哪一邊，但終究必須把飯吃完。」

是呀，生命有甜、有苦、有酸、也有辣；但都必須去經歷它、走過它呀！

有一個小學老師在偏遠的鄉里教書，這天，他來到自己班上的教室，問班上的小朋友：「你們大家有沒有討厭的人啊」小朋友們想了想，有的未作聲，有的則猛力地點點頭。老師接著便發給每人一個袋子，說：「我們來玩一個遊戲。現在大家想想看，過去這一週，曾有那些人得罪過你他到底做了怎麼樣可惡的事想到後，就利用放學時間到河邊去找一塊石頭，

把他的名字給用小紙條貼在石頭上如果他實在很過份，

你就找一塊大一點的石頭，如果他的錯是小錯，

你就找一塊小一點的石頭。

每天把戰利品用袋子裝到學校來給老師看哦！」

學生們感到非常有趣且新鮮，

放學後，每個人都搶著到河邊去找石頭。

第二天一早，

大家都把裝著從河邊撿來的鵝卵石的袋子帶到學校來，

興高采烈地討論著。

一天過去了，兩天過去了，三天過去了….. ，

有的人的袋子越裝越大，幾乎成了負擔。

終於，

有人提出了抗議「老師，好累喔」老師笑了笑沒說話，

立刻又有人接著喊：「對啊每天背著這些石頭來上課，好累喔」

這時，老師終於開口了，

她笑著說：「那就放下這些代表著別人過犯的石頭吧」

孩子們有些訝異，

老師又接著講：「學習寬恕別人的過犯，

不要把它當寶一樣的記在心上，扛在肩上，

時間久了，任誰也受不了…」

這個星期，這班的同學上到了人生中極寶貴的一課。

袋裡裝入越多、越大的「石頭」，心中存留越多、越深的仇恨，

所造成的負擔就越重。

假如你有寫上我名字的石頭

你應當知道該怎樣做了吧！

我很喜歡一句名諺：「寬恕人的過失，便是自己的榮耀。」

懂得「放下」，何等自在。

請不吝分享，或許今天正有人需要它！

相愛容易相處難，婚姻與戀愛最大的不同，

就是「戀愛看的是對方的優點」，

而「婚姻卻是要包容對方的缺點」。

Made with ... 緣份是找到包容你的人

用心過好每一天．相信每天都是美好的一天；

好運會降臨在樂觀開朗的人身上!

03。11。09

2009-11-04T07:32:00.000-08:00

做人最失敗的莫過於連自己都不了解自己。。。

凡事不是努力就会有成果。。。
但！不努力一定不会有成果。。。

努力了，有了成果对于一个不了解自己想要什么的人又有何等意义呢？

231009

2009-10-23T04:00:00.000-07:00

今天的我还蛮倒霉的。。。
似乎已经习惯了调5.30的闹钟，要赖床赖个40分钟才肯醒。。。
今天早上的我，是被吓醒的。。。睁开眼睛的那一刻才发现已经是6.30了。。。
我吓傻了。。。
由于jack jack 今天要飞台湾，今早原本打算6.00把他炸醒的。。。
好怕会害他迟到。。。幸好没有。。。替他捏了把冷汗。。。phew~

匆匆忙忙的我准备后，便以时速80km/sec采油采到学校去。。。看看时间，不早不迟，7.00刚刚好，没迟到。。。又为自己捏了把冷汗。。。phew~

头发原本剪得美美的，谁知上经济学上到一半，倒霉的事情又降临了！！！训导主任突然杀进我们班来个地毯式大查发。。。T.T
这一次，也是本人生平第一次所理的发型不能过关，当场被点名下课到训导处修发。。。>.<
从踏入国中校园的那一刻，今天还是人生中第一次被训导老师剪头发。。。>.<’。。。不过也满值得回味的。。。毕竟是第一次，也是最后一次了。。。哈哈哈哈。。。。再见咯短发。。。短期之内我们不会再见。。。嘻嘻嘻嘻嘻！！！

倒霉的事也搞一段咯了。。。
来分享一下高兴的事情吧。。。
刚看了预试的成绩。。。

Economi(Economy)经济学 80 A
Pengajian Perniagaan( Bussiness)商科 61 B+
Pengajian Am( General Paper?) 普通研究学 51 C+
Matematik ( Mathematics)数学 55 B-
CGPA : 3.00/4.00

虽然没有考得很好，虽然没能挤入全系前三名，但对已一个考试前还会跑去夜店帮眉庆生，考试前还会到处乱跑的我来说，已经是大大的满足咯。。。嘻嘻嘻。。。
还有不到一个月的时间就是大考了。。。
黄茹莹你能的！！！加油。。。
UNIVERSITY OF MALAYA! I’M COMING!!!!!

刚收到家妤传来的简讯。。。笑了我老半天。。。

读书像强奸，你反抗不了就要享受；
考试就像轮奸，你不行了就别人上；
要高分就像自慰，什么都靠双手；
补习就像叫鸡，要出钱又要出力；
哇！读书好好玩！
哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈！！！
18SX

productivity

2009-10-10T11:36:00.001-07:00

this week is not productive at all!!!

productivity is getting lower n lower...

guess i'm suffering from a serious PMS!!!!

arg!!!!!!!!!! emoING~

MY BIG DAY

2009-10-05T03:08:00.000-07:00

my 1st birthday cake

my girl

qing, mei n shin....

my bd present

cakes from dear

021009’s my 19th birthday… it’s my most memorable birthday!
M so so so so so touched!... thanks to all my girls n my only boy….
As usual went to schl n received lots of wishes by classmate… after school was invited by my girls to penang bowl to play bowling… bt actually I’m thr to wash the longkang! XD…
seeniang was with my car… karyie drove along…. Karyie n I reached thr 1st… well, it was quite jam on tat day so v hd to wait for huiling n eweling’s arrival b4 v got up…
Suddenly, after receiving a phone call Seeniang told me tat Huiling’s car broke down in a place near new world park … I was so surprise to hear it from seeniang with a steady tone… Well jz after few second I got a call from Huiling… v r asked to drive to new world park to “look after” huiling’s car… without suspecting I drove as quick as I could on the heavy traffic n rush to new world park…
When I reached thr… they were all sitting on a table… Yizhen was even enjoying her drinks sip by sip… suddenly a cake appears in front of me… Wow~ hahaha…. Quite surprise! It was a trick… a sweet trick to me… XD…
I got my 1st birthday cake thr… after finished the cakes v got back to penang bowl… Hohoho… Yen n I was crowned as “the queen of longkang”… hahah…. V hav lots of fun thr washing longkang… thx my girl : huiling, karyie, chaiyen, seeniang, eweling, yizhen, sooping… LOVE U GIRLS!
I got back around 3…. N went to GP with my sis Chonke… I bought myself a new yellowish spaghetti straps dress as my birthday present…
At night, I went to hv dinner with my boy’s parents… T.T… so touched… they cook me a big meal… his mother even gav me a red packets… feel so shy… well, he’s in KL as he has to attend his friend weeding dinner on the next day… so although it’s sad to celebrate my own birthday without him bt the companion of his family makes me feel tat I’m so blissful ^^…
Reach home at 915 after fetching my sister back from ttn… qing n mei visited me… wow~ v were chit chatting on my dining room… it’s happy to chat with them… they r my BBF who noe me well! Got a call from my boy tis morning… he state tat thr will b a big surprise for me at night… For me the biggest surprise tat I wish to hav is he’s beside me… bt I noe it’s impossible…
Ok, was curious bout wat’s tat big surprise… qing n mei were so secretive…my curiousity is chopping meinto pieces… T.T… after waiting for about an hour… suddenly a birthday cakes with my lovely pooh appear in front of me… T.T… it’s huishin who bring tat cakes!!!!!!! Besides tat, I do received a flower from HIM!... hahaha… wat a surprise bd for me… THANKS YOU DEAR, thankyou qing n mei… last but not least… huishin…

holidayzZz...

2009-09-25T22:56:00.000-07:00

I’m here again in starbucks… As usual enjoying my favourite Venti Green Tea Blended Cream while waiting shin to arrive from KL…

M so bored tis few days!!!!!! Being ALONE in Penang… now I can feel wat’s the meaning of “lonely”… T.T… Shin went KL…. Wanted to follow initially… too bad some1 claims tat his boss is coming bac from a trip… he had no time to accompany me… so I had to cancel my plan!

Those are the symptoms tat will appear on me when I’m bored:
· Extreme bad temper
· Extreme “ emo ”
· Pimples face
· Dandruff
· Don’t ask me to define the word S-T-U-D-Y!!
· Getting thinner n thinner (I suppose this is one of the advantages of being BORED!)
As I had to have 5 meals for schooling day to provide me sufficient energy… I oni eat my
brunch n dinner for holidays…hohoho
Ok! One week of holidays suppose to b the best time to study rite… haha… yet n actually for me… it wasn’t the best time… Y?????!!!!!!!

Reasons:
· Lack of guidance
· Lack of materials
· Lack of motivation
Hahaha… ya I noe I’m creeping!
Study is a matter of will not the matter of want!
Oh holidays… u had oni less than 48 hours… I ’m going to end u with a EXCLAMATION MARK “!”… n start on with a new Capital letter…

放假的这几天。。。

2009-09-23T02:29:00.000-07:00

whr m i now?? egate starbucks...

recent me... pimples face....

我又颓废了。。。哈哈。。。

170909终于考完试了，我可以轻松点了。。。前天又读书读到哭了。。。这次的罪魁祸首是BUSSINESS！好怀疑自己到底读书读得那么辛苦的用意何在。。。想要出国留学的用意又何在呢？好茫然！好像有点迷失自我。。。不过幸好有温先生默默的陪伴让才让我战胜了压力。。。我告诉自己。。。这场战，我只许胜！不许败！

180909原本，放假该是很开心，很轻松，可以让我尽情享受的。。。不懂为何。。。我开始发闷了！爸爸从公司带回来的broadband又慢到好像乌龟，我也只能对着电视和那肮脏到像狗住的房间过日子！我终于决定来个房间大变身！我那懒到像鬼的妹妹！真是气死我！都不帮我！算了，还是自己来！
晚上终于可以出门了，超约了我叙旧。我们两人约了在龙的传人吃晚餐。。。谈了很多东西，原本是想看半夜场的，不过由于本小姐需在家等某人做东西所以没得去了。。。临走前，收到了份从langkawi买回来的手信，那是我最爱的ferrero巧克力！几感动一下。。。哈哈。。。谢啦超哥。。。祝你在星加坡有个美好的旅程。。。

190909约了慧欣。我发现两个钱包里有钱的学生走在一起是件很恐怖的事情！那天我们几乎把口袋里的钱全都花光了。。。哈哈。。。那种感觉好爽！我买了2件POLO T 和两件shirt衫给温先生。。。欣则买了2件裤子2件衣服及一个包包。。。两人总花费= rm300。。。几乎是我一个月的生活费。。。哈哈哈。。。那天晚上温先生约了朋友去吃台湾小吃。。。点了几样不错吃的菜，最让我难忘的是三杯鸡。不知道台湾的三杯鸡会不会比较好吃?不过我应该不会在这几年过台湾试了。。。我想要存多点钱让升学用。。。以后有机会在去试试吧。。。那晚在coffee island里，我很高兴认识了从柔佛来的倩茜。。。^^

200909今天又实现了我一个很想做的事情。。。托温先生的朋友的福，我终于吃到了我超想吃的日本自助餐了-----〉〉〉tao。。。一人只需rm57.50就能任点任吃。。。嘻嘻嘻！！好兴奋的一天。。。
温先生好友的姐姐结婚啦（关系好像有点远）。。。他拉了我去。。。这一晚是结婚前夕的“留厅晚”。。。当晚有个我不懂如何称呼的仪式。。。挂金仪式？？？我看见了条价值rm58000的金项链挂在新郎哥的身上。。。看见了极漂亮且价值不菲的“三金”（项链，耳环，戒指）一件件的套在新娘子上。。。这既温馨又感动的场面真是让我到饱眼福。。。
那晚我还学会了好多，学会了如何玩rami，学会了玩牌的奸招。。。谢谢温先生的朋友！哈哈哈！

210909这一天是结婚晚宴。。起初，因为地点是在一家饭店，需要打扮的关系，再加上我跟他的朋友不太熟所以不太想去。。。不过最后还是去了。。。那天我从早忙到晚。。。在忙什么呢？忙着打扮。。。好忙好忙，也不懂我为何要这样忙。。。从早上，就要到姑姑的店让他整理，中午要到发廊弄头发，晚上则约了表姐帮我化妆。。。弄得有点过分隆重。。。==。。。不过谁叫自己平常都不打扮。。。悲哀。。。到了晚上。。。我见识到了不同感觉的结婚典礼。。。这一切，是值得的。。。这一晚，温先生被人灌了不少红酒。。。哈哈。。。看见了他小醉的样子几可爱一下。。。哈哈哈。。。

温先生的朋友。。。倩茜。。。

路途上

打扮后的自己

220909送走温先生后，我又开始过着我颓废的生活。。。哈哈。。。是想读书的。。。不过就是没心情。。。这天过得真的很费。。。我跑到了表妹家上网。。。好喜欢表妹的家人。。。一聚在一起就会起哄。。。昨晚，姑姑买了KFC，用了那些鸡做了他自创的面包让我们吃。。。姑很可爱当他把所有人为得饱饱时却露出很失落的表情，原因是没有人要吃面包了，他没得做了。。。表弟又高了。。才14岁的他已经有183的身高了。。。T.T。。。他它的校鞋已经在市场上找不到了。。。姑丈必须在外国订货好让他有校鞋可穿。。。好恐怖！！！林义恩求你别再高了！！！！！！

230909此刻的我正坐在starbucks享受着我的green tea blended cream。。。越来越爱它了。。。刚跟妹妹吵了架。。。心情有点遭就一个人跑了出来。。。嘻嘻嘻嘻。。。其实我很早就想来starbucks上网了。。。最近越来越享受一个人的生活。。。xp。。。